6 years
My beautiful Evelyn, Tomorrow is your 6th birthday. How has it been 6 years? We should be preparing for a 6th birthday party, instead Mummy, Daddy and Buster will walk up to church, to the place where your ashes are buried. That's 6 birthday parties we haven't held for you now. I often wonder what you'd have been into. I know Bluey is huge nowadays, perhaps you'd have liked Bluey. I can't imagine the cake Grandma would have made for you, the games we'd have played, the party bags you'd have had. I wish I could know what you would have been into so that I can imagine these things, but that's not the life we were given. Mummy and Daddy recently went to Disney World, and I wonder what you'd have made of it all. Would you have loved Disney like me, or not really been that into it like Daddy. I so wish I knew. There are so many milestones we won't get to share with you. Your first steps, your first words, the first time you rode a bike, first day...